THE TRUTH

today in msn saw anqi busy. so i nv click on her, suddenly she msg me.. erm, see the conversation for more details :D

anqi: hello
me: ya what?
anqi: manners to say hi..
me: u got say hi or gd afternoon to me meh?(refering to sms)
me: u know whats the terrible feeling when being treated cold by people?
anqi: sorry... i don't know what i really want..
anqi: i am not ready to commit in a r/s..
me: why didn't u tell me earlier?
anqi: sorry.. never got guy like me b4.. i dunno how to speak it up..
me: so instead u treat me cold, hoping i will give up on u? so its true..
anqi: i know no matter what i say u also will hate me.
me: haiz.. hate u for what.. i just hope we can be friend now.
anqi: i also really hope we can be like before..
me: if not for sam, i dunno when than i will know the truth..
anqi: u got something to say just say.. want to scold me also can..
me: stupid, scold u for what..
anqi: i deserve scolding from u all..
me: i just want to say.. i am not going to give up, i will wait for u until u are ready..
anqi: why is me?
me: why is u... u r a nice girl.. and this is my first time to feel so agony when liking a girl.
me: lastly, there is no reason needed to like someone. so dun ask why is u.
anqi: ok..thank you, and sorry...
me: i see u busy, i shouldnt disturb u anymore :)
anqi: ok.. takecare.. thank you..
me: cya