I HOPE THERE IS A 'RESTART BUTTON'

Its been awhile since i had fallen into the black hole of love. i wish i could reverse it, but it seems to be impossible for me. every little actions done by her will affect my mood.. every time i had tell myself, tomorrow will be a better day. i would wake up the next day as a good day.. but i will probably make it a bad day again. it's not anqi's fault, its 'myself' finding all these troubles. if there is a restart button, i will press it.. and everything will be fine again.